This isn't my last journal.
What I'm talking about is the journal I wrote.
I got to feeling better about it the next day.
I showed Erik and he talked to Jake about it.
They are both doing everything they can to help me.
So it's doing good.
I don't know why I was feeling like that.
I mean I know.
But nothing you need to know.
Mostly just over stressed from the family.
But whatever.
All better now.
Also I'm excited for something.
Not saying more then that.
Oh but another thing is..
The last few days I've been in so much pain!
Every single muscle in my body was tence.
No lie there .
It was so hard to walk.
I though I was dehydrated.
But I wasn't.
I drank two bottle's of water .
AND I HATE WATER!
It still didn't help .
So it's just really tence muscles.
And it's a pain in the ass ( funny play on words ).
And everywhere still hurts.
But I think it's going down just a little.
Which it still sucks.
But eh.
Whatever.
If it doesn't get better by tomarrow I might ask to go to the hospital.
I hate those things .
But I'm really sick of being all cripply.
That will be all.
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